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Fuck Injustice
Michael Jackson's Scream song inspired me a lot. There have been many tragedies over the last two years, particularly terrorism. I've had enough of seeing and hearing that. It is not just terrorism, there are also sexual predators, homophobes, dealers, racists and all the other bastards of the earth !!


La chanson Scream de Michael Jackson m'a beaucoup inspirée. Il y a eu beaucoup de drames ces 2 dernières années en particulier le terrorisme. J'en ai assez de voir et d'entendre ça. Il n'y a pas que le terrorisme, il y a aussi les prédateurs sexuels, les homophobes, les dealers, les racistes et tous les autres enfoirés de la terre!!
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My New Haircut (Punk Style)
It's been a long time since I want a Punk hairstyle. I had trouble convincing my mother to let me do what I want now that I'm grown up. I'm not going to make big bullshit I reassure you! :D

Cela fait longtemps que je veux une coiffure Punk. J'ai eu du mal à convaincre ma mère de me laisser faire ce que je veux maintenant que je suis adulte. Je ne vais pas faire de grosses conneries je vous rassure! :D
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Shadow Mewtwo
A drawing that represents my anger and my hatred.

I have a great feeling of injustice, I have made efforts that have never been sufficient, I have been sincere towards someone who has been hypocritical, susceptible and sarcastic. I was rejected by this person because of a stupid and tiny difference.

I know I have unintentionally done wrong, my apologies were sincere. But this person has never been sincere with me, no regret for the harm she has done me too. I believed in her, I forced myself to please her by sacrificing my honesty, I did not want it to happen like that.

I ENOUGH TO BE THE ONLY GUILTY !!!!


Now I hate that person with all my being! It will take me time to recover peace and serenity. And I remain at the disposal of my friends whom I love deeply.




Un dessin qui représente ma colère et ma haine.

J'ai un grand sentiment d'injustice, j'ai fais des efforts qui n'ont jamais été suffisants, j'ai été sincère envers quelqu'un qui a été hypocrite, susceptible et sarcastique. J'ai été rejetée par cette personne à cause d'une stupide et minuscule différence.

Je sais que j'ai fait involontairement du mal, mes excuses étaient sincères. Mais cette personne n'a jamais été sincère avec moi, aucun regret pour le mal qu'elle m'a fait aussi. Je croyais en elle, je me forçais de lui faire plaisir en sacrifiant mon honnêteté, je voulais pas que ça se passe comme ça.

J'EN AI ASSEZ D'ÊTRE LA SEULE COUPABLE!!!!


Maintenant, je déteste cette personne de tout mon être! Il me faudra du temps pour retrouver paix et sérénité. Et je reste à disposition des mes amis que j'aime profondément.
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I recently had friendship problems with NatouMJSonic. I saw what she wrote as well but she did not tell the whole truth. Let me tell you my version and what really happened. Because what its version disturbs me a bit, she mainly wrote my faults.

I will start at the beginning when we met 2 years ago. At first I was curious to know her, she immediately offered me to do a RolePlayer and I accepted. But I was far from suspecting the continuation. But before I talk about the bad things, I want to tell you about the good times I had with her, I like her as my sister, she is funny, creative and caring. We had good conversations. It's true that I was asking for queries but it was for fun and sharing. I liked to see his creativity and I also made drawings for him in return. I had in mind to make other drawings for her, I did not tell her because it was a surprise. I am not a hypocritical profiteer as she says.

The story of the RP was simple, I had to play both Michael Jackson and my avatar. She played her avatar character too. Everything went well until she confessed her feelings to Michael. Even if it is a fiction, I was not serene with his statement. Wanting to please him, I played the game. I should not have. I had very bad, because I do not like romance especially if it is a fantasy about my idol that I consider my brother. Already there are a lot of love fantasies about him, I did not want to do that in the RP. I tried to explain my ill-being but she said "It's just a fiction, You take too much to heart .. ". I think many of you do not like some fictions or their content. There are things that can bother us. That's what she did not want to understand, I tried to negotiate with her and her couple desires. I offered him another fictitious couple where his lover is not Michael and not a look-alike of him but nothing to do, she did not want to hear anything and if it was not enough, in the Secondary Rps, she wanted to be in Couple with one of my characters from Michael. So I started accumulating anger and I cracked. I said horrible things that I did not think I regret so much. It was the famous December dispute and it blocked me. Taking remorse, I wrote her a letter of apology and then she apologized for hurting me and then we reconciled. But unfortunately it did not last. She offered me to make a new Rp where she plays the Michael of her fiction which replaces the real one I was supposedly playing to make me more comfortable, I accepted for tried despite that I'm not very romantic.

It was also a mistake on my part to myself, if you want to know why I hate love and romance stories, it is because I have had bad experiences in this field. Even if this Rp is a simple fiction, bad memories have surfaced again. I was trying to make her understand that she could make an exception but she thought I was not sincere. Concerning my couples of my characters, it's just because I have preferences like everyone else and they live the love I would never have in reality. But for her, it's hypocrisy, she did not want to understand that I feel things differently, I did not ask her much. But what really bothered me was that she was using the Rp we used to write her current fiction. I had the impression that she wrote it because she did not have what she wanted in the RP, it made me feel sorry. Besides, I had noticed that there was only the Rp that interested him, I can of course be wrong in what I say but that's what she showed me. Because when I asked her to take a break to give me time to think about it, she begged me to please her, that the RP was missing her and that she was bored without it. And yet, we spoke outside Rp because I wanted to know her with real words, even if she told me that on the internet she does not want to talk too much about her privacy, I respect that. But she did not respect my opinion and my opinions. There was another dispute, it went from bad to worse. But this time, it was she who mixed reality and fiction, that's what made me even more upset. We had set the rules but they were not always kept, the fault of the two of us.

She was in a hurry that I accept her fictitious Michael as she had accepted my own. I kindly told him to give me time to get used to him. But in the second fiction, she fell a lead. She finally told me she was jealous of my characters. I comforted her then it was there that she created Lorenzo. But what really disturbs me is
she absolutely wants a look-alike Michael as a lover in the RP while she already has what she wants in the fictions she writes. Even if it is because she is single and she created it for pleasure, I found her narcissistic behavior. I created my characters of Michael Jackson because I have no brother and sister, I'm alone. Michael is a model for me, a source of inspiration and I also love him because we look a little bit more because of the suffering he endured alive. While NatouMJSonic can have a buddy in real life, she focused on her fictions so I was worried about her. Even she wanted to force me to accept love and have a buddy. Of course, I am not romantic like her but I respect her choices but she began to doubt my sincerity, it is not because we are a little different that we have Not the right to be friends. Even though she said she has "everything" to accept from me, I'm not convinced. If she had really accepted me in spite of our differences and our preferences, she would not have been misbehaving like her last days. She started putting distance between our avatars in both Rps, because she doubted me. I had so much trouble when she pulled out all that. I explained that my friendship to her is sincere, that I accept her as she is. But alas, everything has gone wrong. I wrote another letter to tell her what I was worried about her attitude and she took it badly. She called me a hypocrite, I could do more and I blocked her. She then apologized in turn but she changed her mind at once and blamed all the blame on me, that she's tired of feeling guilty. I then told everything to my best friend Kuroyume66 and she told him the bottom of her thoughts. As she said, NatouMJSonic again apologized by writing a second letter. I was hurting too, I do not like this kind of situation. I love NatouMJSonic as a big sister despite the harm we have done each other. But for no reason, it blocked me definitively. Anger and hatred invaded my broken heart. Under the influence of anger, I wrote "Do not support NatouMJSonic", I am still a little angry at her because she did not acknowledge her share of responsibility. But it's not that she and I are in the cause of what happened, ZeFrenchM has interfered as she said. But instead, he was always on his side to blame me. I had a great feeling of injustice.

 
I never complain for no reason. If she had not interfered with this problem that concerned us and she, it would not be there. If she had listened to what I had told her from the beginning and maybe if we had not done Rp hurriedly, we could have gotten to know each other better with real conversations. As ZeFrencheM did not trust me anymore, NatouMJSonic followed her while she could think for herself and say "It's true that I'm wrong too .." but no, I'm the "bad girl" then That I am not the only fault.

I think I said everything about what happened.

I really badly, I love all my friends even if we have differences and preferences.
NatouMJSonic rejected me just because I do not like romance as much as I had accepted her. Concerning my gallery, it is true that I made drawings a little gore but that was a period when I felt depressed and suicidal. Then I made other designs a little more joyful. Drawing is a reflection of my soul and all that I feel. If I am sad or angry, my drawings will be morbid. If I am happy or neutral, I vary my drawings with fantastic creatures or my characters. I also like to make requests that my friends ask me, I do not always have time but I do my best to please them, I like to make their characters to my style as I like to see my characters at their Unique and cool style. But again, I do not want to be forced to do what I do not want to do especially if I have no pleasure. This is what I wanted to make NatouMJSonic understand but in vain. Never do I do wrong voluntarily, I do not like to make suffer the people who matter to me. I never want to live again this situation and I do not wish anybody to live it. Despite hatred and anger, I can not erase NatouMJSonic from my heart, even if I am only a slut in her eyes , It is so for me also unfortunately. She banged me, she lied to me, betrayed and treated like a shit! After if you are on his side, either do not make me shit. Because I really want to forget that. And if I still have friends who still love me, leave them. I love you all my friends who are always
there for me as I am always there for you too;

:iconhobygrenousse: HOBYGRENOUSSE: iconkuroyume66: @ Kuroyume66: iconcherry-draws: @ Cherry-Draws: xBlack-Diamondx: iconyurikoleeying: YurikoLeeYing: iconpaulina-blomme
: @ Paulina-Blomme: iconbethanygamemaster: bethanygamemaster: iconinemasterkart: inemasterkart: icondarkraisdream1234: @ darkraisdream1234: iconamberjungs: amberjungs: iconmonstermjfan: MonsterMJFan


I am not a hypocrite or anything.
I am always honest and sincere.

Sincerely, Celtica
J'ai eu récemment des problèmes d'amitié avec NatouMJSonic. J'ai vu ce qu'elle a écris aussi mais elle ne dit pas toute la vérité. Laissez-moi vous racontez ma version et ce qui s'est réellement passée. Parce que ce que sa version me dérange un peu, elle a surtout écrit mes défauts.

Je vais commencer par le début quand on s'est rencontrée il y a 2 ans. Au début, j'étais curieuse de la connaître, elle m'a tout de suite proposé de faire un RolePlayer et j'ai accepté. Mais j'étais loin de me douter de la suite. Mais avant de parler des mauvaises choses, je veux vous parler des bons moments que j'ai eu avec elle, je l'aime comme ma soeur, elle est drôle, créative et attentionnée. On a eu de bonnes conversations. C'est vrai que je lui demandais des requêtes mais c'était pour le fun et le partage. J'aimais voir sa créativité et je lui ai fait aussi des dessins en retour. J'avais en tête de faire d'autres dessins pour elle, je ne lui ai rien dit parce que c'était une surprise. Je ne suis pas une profiteuse hypocrite comme elle le dit.

L'histoire du Rp était simple, je devais jouer à la fois Michael Jackson et mon avatar. Elle jouait son personnage avatar aussi. Tout ce passait bien jusqu'à ce qu'elle avoue ses sentiments à Michael. Même si c'est une fiction, je n'étais pas sereine de sa déclaration. Voulant lui faire plaisir, j'ai joué le jeu. Je n'aurais pas dû. J'ai eu très mal, parce que je n'aime pas la romance surtout si c'est un fantasme sur mon idole que je considère comme mon frère. Déjà qu'il y a beaucoup de fantasmes amoureux sur lui, je ne voulais pas faire ça dans le Rp. J'ai essayé de lui expliqué mon mal-être mais elle m'a répondu "Ce n'est qu'une fiction, tu prends trop à coeur..". Je pense que beaucoup d'entre vous n'aime pas certaines fictions ou leur contenu. Il y a des choses qui peuvent nous déranger. C'est ce qu'elle n'a pas voulu comprendre, j'ai essayé de négocier avec elle et ses désirs de couple. Je lui proposais un autre couple fictif où son amant n'est pas Michael et pas un sosie de lui mais rien à faire, elle ne voulait rien entendre et com me si ça ne lui suffisait pas, dans les Rps secondaires, elle voulait être en couple avec l'un de mes personnages de Michael. J'ai donc commencé à accumuler de la colère et j'ai craqué. J'ai dit des choses horribles que je ne pensais pas, je regrette tellement. C'était la fameuse dispute de décembre et elle m'a bloquée. Prise de remords, je lui ai écrite une lettre d'excuses puis elle s'est aussi excusée de m'avoir blessée puis nous nous sommes réconciliées. Mais ça n'a malheureusement pas duré. Elle m'a proposé de faire une nouveau Rp où elle joue le Michael de sa fiction qui remplace le vrai que je jouait soi-disant pour me mettre plus à l'aise, j'ai accepté pour essayé malgré que je ne suis pas très romantique.

Cela a été aussi une erreur de ma part envers moi-même, si vous voulez savoir pourquoi je déteste les histoires d'amour et de romance, c'est parce que j'ai eu des mauvaises expérience dans ce domaine. Même si ce Rp est une simple fiction, les mauvais souvenirs ont refais surface. J'essayais de lui faire comprendre qu'elle pouvait faire une exception mais elle pensait que je n'étais pas sincère. Concernant mes couples de mes personnages, c'est juste parce que j'ai des préférences comme tout le monde et qu'ils vivent l'amour que je n'aurais jamais dans la réalité. Mais pour elle, c'est de l'hypocrisie, elle ne voulait pas comprendre que je ressens les choses différemment, je ne lui demandais pas grand-chose. Mais ce qui m'a le plus dérangée, c'est qu'elle utilisait le Rp qu'on faisait pour écrire sa fiction actuellement en cours. J'avais l'impression qu'elle l'a écrite parce qu'elle n'avait pas ce qu'elle voulait dans le Rp, ça m'a fait de la peine. D'ailleurs, j'avais remarqué qu'il n'y avait que le Rp qui l'intéressait, je peux bien sûr me tromper dans ce que je dis mais c'est ce qu'elle m'a montré. Parce que quand je lui avais demandé de faire une pause pour me laisser du temps pour réfléchir, elle me suppliait de lui faire plaisir, que le Rp lui manque et qu'elle s'ennuie sans ça. Et pourtant, on parlait hors Rp parce que je voulais la connaître avec des mots vrais, même si elle m'a dit que sur internet elle ne veut pas trop parler de sa vie privée, je respecte ça. Mais elle ne respectais pas mon avis et mes opinions. Il y a eu de nouveau des disputes, cela allait de mal en pis. Mais cette fois, c'était elle qui mélangeait réalité et fiction, c'est ce qui m'a énervée encore plus. On avait fixés des règles mais elles n'ont pas toujours été tenues, la faute à nous deux.

Elle était pressée que j'accepte son Michael fictif comme elle avait acceptés les miens. Je lui ai dit gentiment de me laisser du temps pour m'habituer à lui. Mais dans la seconde fiction, elle a pété un plomb. Elle a fini par me dire qu'elle était jalouse de mes personnages. Je l'ai réconfortée puis c'est là qu'elle a créé Lorenzo. Mais ce qui me dérange vraiment, c'est qu'elle veut absolument un sosie de Michael comme amant dans le Rp alors qu'elle a déjà ce qu'elle veut dans les fictions qu'elle écrit. Même si c'est parce qu'elle est célibataire et qu'elle l'a créé par plaisir, je trouvais son comportement narcissique. Moi, j'ai créés mes personnages de Michael Jackson parce que je n'ai pas de frère et de soeur, je suis seule. Michael est un modèle pour moi, une source d'inspiration et  je l'aime aussi parce qu'on se ressemble un peu surtout à cause de la souffrance qu'il a enduré vivant. Alors que NatouMJSonic peut avoir un copain dans la vrai vie, elle se focalisait dans ses fictions alors j'étais inquiète pour elle. Même qu'elle voulait me forcer à accepter l'amour et d'avoir un copain. Je fais ce que je veux de ma vie!

Certes, Je ne suis pas romantique comme elle mais je respectais ses choix mais elle commençait à douter de ma sincérité, ce n'est pas parce qu'on est un peu différente qu'on a pas le droit d'être amies. Même si elle a dit qu'elle a "tout" accepter de moi, j'en suis pas convaincue. Si vraiment elle m'avait accepté malgré nos différences et nos préférences, elle ne se serais pas mal comportée comme ses derniers jours. Elle a commencé à  mettre de la distance entre nos avatars dans les deux Rps, parce qu'elle doutait de moi. J'ai eu tellement de peine quand elle m'a sorti tout ça. Je lui ai expliquée que mon amitié envers elle est sincère, que je l'accepte telle qu'elle est. Mais hélas, tout à mal tourné. J'ai écris une autre lettre pour lui dire ce que j'inquiétais à propos de son attitude et elle l'a mal pris. Elle m'a traitée d'hypocrite, j'en pouvais plus et je l'ai bloquée. Elle s'est ensuite excusée à son tour mais elle a changé d'avis d'un seul coup et a rejeté toute la faute sur moi, qu'elle en avez assez de se sentir coupable. J'ai alors tout raconté à ma meilleur amie Kuroyume66 et elle lui a dit le fond de sa pensée. Comme elle l'a dit, NatouMJSonic s'est encore excusée en m'écrivant une seconde lettre. J'avais mal aussi, je n'aime pas ce genre de situation. J'aime NatouMJSonic comme une grande soeur malgré le mal qu'on s'est faite mutuellement. Mais sans aucune raison, elle m'a bloquée définitivement. Une colère et une haine ont envahi mon coeur brisé. Sous l'effet de la colère, j'ai écris "Ne soutenez pas NatouMJSonic", je suis encore un peu fâchée contre elle parce qu'elle n'a pas reconnue sa part de responsabilité. Mais il n'y a pas qu'elle et moi qui sommes en cause de ce qui est arrivé, ZeFrenchM s'en est mêlé comme elle l'a dit. Mais au lieu de ça, il était toujours de son côté à me blâmer. J'ai eu un grand sentiment d'injustice. Je ne me plains jamais sans raisons. Si elle ne l'avait pas mêlé à ce problème qui nous concernait ELLE et MOI, on en serait pas là. Si elle avait écouté ce que je lui avait dit dès le début et peut-être que si on avait pas fait de Rp précipitamment, on aurait pu mieux se connaître avec des conversations réelles. Comme ZeFrencheM ne me faisait plus confiance, NatouMJSonic l'a suivi alors qu'elle pouvait réfléchir par elle-même et se dire "C'est vrai que j'ai tort aussi.." mais non, je suis la "méchante" alors que je ne suis pas la seule fautive.

Je crois que j'ai tout dis à propos de ce qui s'est passé.

J'ai vraiment mal actuellement, j'aime tous mes amis même si on a des différences et des préférences. NatouMJSonic m'a rejetée juste parce que je n'aime pas autant la romance qu'elle alors que je l'avais acceptée. Concernant ma galerie, c'est vrai que j'ai fait des dessins un peu gore mais ça c'était une période où je me sentais déprimée et suicidaire. Puis, j'ai fait d'autres dessins un peu plus joyeux. Le dessin est un reflet de mon âme et de tous ce que je ressens. Si je suis triste ou en colère, mes dessins seront morbides. Si je suis heureuse ou neutre, je varie mes dessins avec des créatures fantastiques ou mes personnages. J'aime aussi faire des requêtes que mes amis me demandent, je n'ai pas toujours le temps mais je fais de mon mieux pour leur faire plaisir, j'aime faire leurs personnages à mon style comme j'aime voir mes personnages à leur style unique et cool. Mais encore une fois, je ne veux pas qu'on me force à faire ce que je ne veux pas faire surtout si je n'ai aucun plaisir. C'est ce que je voulais faire comprendre à NatouMJSonic mais en vain.


Jamais je ne fais de mal volontairement, je n'aime pas faire souffrir les personnes qui comptent pour moi. Je ne veux plus jamais revivre cette situation et je ne la souhaite à personne de la vivre.

Malgré la haine et la colère, je n'arrive pas à effacer NatouMJSonic de mon coeur, même si je ne suis qu'une salope à ses yeux, elle l'est pour moi aussi malheureusement. Elle m'a fait des coups de pute, elle m'a menti, trahie et traitée comme une merde! Après si vous êtes de son côté, soit mais ne me faites pas chier. Car je veux vraiment passer à autre chose. Et si j'ai encore des amis qui m'aiment malgré tout, laissez-les. Je vous aimes tous mes amis qui êtes toujours là pour moi comme je suis toujours là pour vous aussi;
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HOBYGRENOUSSE
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Kuroyume66
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Cherry-Draws
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xBlack-Diamondx
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YurikoLeeYing
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Paulina-Blomme
:iconbethanygamemaster:
bethanygamemaster
:iconinemasterkart:
inemasterkart
:icondarkraisdream1234:
darkraisdream1234
:iconamberjungs:
amberjungs
:iconmonstermjfan:
MonsterMJFan


Je ne suis pas une hypocrite ou quoi que ce soit. Je suis toujours honnête et sincère.


Sincèrement, Celtica
Michael Jackson With...Blond Hair?!
I found by chance this funny picture of Michael Jackson in blonde. I do not know who made the editing but it's excellent! XD

J'ai trouvée par hasard cette drôle d'image de Michael Jackson en blond. Je sais pas qui a fait le montage mais c'est excellent! XD
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I recently had friendship problems with NatouMJSonic. I saw what she wrote as well but she did not tell the whole truth. Let me tell you my version and what really happened. Because what its version disturbs me a bit, she mainly wrote my faults.

I will start at the beginning when we met 2 years ago. At first I was curious to know her, she immediately offered me to do a RolePlayer and I accepted. But I was far from suspecting the continuation. But before I talk about the bad things, I want to tell you about the good times I had with her, I like her as my sister, she is funny, creative and caring. We had good conversations. It's true that I was asking for queries but it was for fun and sharing. I liked to see his creativity and I also made drawings for him in return. I had in mind to make other drawings for her, I did not tell her because it was a surprise. I am not a hypocritical profiteer as she says.

The story of the RP was simple, I had to play both Michael Jackson and my avatar. She played her avatar character too. Everything went well until she confessed her feelings to Michael. Even if it is a fiction, I was not serene with his statement. Wanting to please him, I played the game. I should not have. I had very bad, because I do not like romance especially if it is a fantasy about my idol that I consider my brother. Already there are a lot of love fantasies about him, I did not want to do that in the RP. I tried to explain my ill-being but she said "It's just a fiction, You take too much to heart .. ". I think many of you do not like some fictions or their content. There are things that can bother us. That's what she did not want to understand, I tried to negotiate with her and her couple desires. I offered him another fictitious couple where his lover is not Michael and not a look-alike of him but nothing to do, she did not want to hear anything and if it was not enough, in the Secondary Rps, she wanted to be in Couple with one of my characters from Michael. So I started accumulating anger and I cracked. I said horrible things that I did not think I regret so much. It was the famous December dispute and it blocked me. Taking remorse, I wrote her a letter of apology and then she apologized for hurting me and then we reconciled. But unfortunately it did not last. She offered me to make a new Rp where she plays the Michael of her fiction which replaces the real one I was supposedly playing to make me more comfortable, I accepted for tried despite that I'm not very romantic.

It was also a mistake on my part to myself, if you want to know why I hate love and romance stories, it is because I have had bad experiences in this field. Even if this Rp is a simple fiction, bad memories have surfaced again. I was trying to make her understand that she could make an exception but she thought I was not sincere. Concerning my couples of my characters, it's just because I have preferences like everyone else and they live the love I would never have in reality. But for her, it's hypocrisy, she did not want to understand that I feel things differently, I did not ask her much. But what really bothered me was that she was using the Rp we used to write her current fiction. I had the impression that she wrote it because she did not have what she wanted in the RP, it made me feel sorry. Besides, I had noticed that there was only the Rp that interested him, I can of course be wrong in what I say but that's what she showed me. Because when I asked her to take a break to give me time to think about it, she begged me to please her, that the RP was missing her and that she was bored without it. And yet, we spoke outside Rp because I wanted to know her with real words, even if she told me that on the internet she does not want to talk too much about her privacy, I respect that. But she did not respect my opinion and my opinions. There was another dispute, it went from bad to worse. But this time, it was she who mixed reality and fiction, that's what made me even more upset. We had set the rules but they were not always kept, the fault of the two of us.

She was in a hurry that I accept her fictitious Michael as she had accepted my own. I kindly told him to give me time to get used to him. But in the second fiction, she fell a lead. She finally told me she was jealous of my characters. I comforted her then it was there that she created Lorenzo. But what really disturbs me is
she absolutely wants a look-alike Michael as a lover in the RP while she already has what she wants in the fictions she writes. Even if it is because she is single and she created it for pleasure, I found her narcissistic behavior. I created my characters of Michael Jackson because I have no brother and sister, I'm alone. Michael is a model for me, a source of inspiration and I also love him because we look a little bit more because of the suffering he endured alive. While NatouMJSonic can have a buddy in real life, she focused on her fictions so I was worried about her. Even she wanted to force me to accept love and have a buddy. Of course, I am not romantic like her but I respect her choices but she began to doubt my sincerity, it is not because we are a little different that we have Not the right to be friends. Even though she said she has "everything" to accept from me, I'm not convinced. If she had really accepted me in spite of our differences and our preferences, she would not have been misbehaving like her last days. She started putting distance between our avatars in both Rps, because she doubted me. I had so much trouble when she pulled out all that. I explained that my friendship to her is sincere, that I accept her as she is. But alas, everything has gone wrong. I wrote another letter to tell her what I was worried about her attitude and she took it badly. She called me a hypocrite, I could do more and I blocked her. She then apologized in turn but she changed her mind at once and blamed all the blame on me, that she's tired of feeling guilty. I then told everything to my best friend Kuroyume66 and she told him the bottom of her thoughts. As she said, NatouMJSonic again apologized by writing a second letter. I was hurting too, I do not like this kind of situation. I love NatouMJSonic as a big sister despite the harm we have done each other. But for no reason, it blocked me definitively. Anger and hatred invaded my broken heart. Under the influence of anger, I wrote "Do not support NatouMJSonic", I am still a little angry at her because she did not acknowledge her share of responsibility. But it's not that she and I are in the cause of what happened, ZeFrenchM has interfered as she said. But instead, he was always on his side to blame me. I had a great feeling of injustice.

 
I never complain for no reason. If she had not interfered with this problem that concerned us and she, it would not be there. If she had listened to what I had told her from the beginning and maybe if we had not done Rp hurriedly, we could have gotten to know each other better with real conversations. As ZeFrencheM did not trust me anymore, NatouMJSonic followed her while she could think for herself and say "It's true that I'm wrong too .." but no, I'm the "bad girl" then That I am not the only fault.

I think I said everything about what happened.

I really badly, I love all my friends even if we have differences and preferences.
NatouMJSonic rejected me just because I do not like romance as much as I had accepted her. Concerning my gallery, it is true that I made drawings a little gore but that was a period when I felt depressed and suicidal. Then I made other designs a little more joyful. Drawing is a reflection of my soul and all that I feel. If I am sad or angry, my drawings will be morbid. If I am happy or neutral, I vary my drawings with fantastic creatures or my characters. I also like to make requests that my friends ask me, I do not always have time but I do my best to please them, I like to make their characters to my style as I like to see my characters at their Unique and cool style. But again, I do not want to be forced to do what I do not want to do especially if I have no pleasure. This is what I wanted to make NatouMJSonic understand but in vain. Never do I do wrong voluntarily, I do not like to make suffer the people who matter to me. I never want to live again this situation and I do not wish anybody to live it. Despite hatred and anger, I can not erase NatouMJSonic from my heart, even if I am only a slut in her eyes , It is so for me also unfortunately. She banged me, she lied to me, betrayed and treated like a shit! After if you are on his side, either do not make me shit. Because I really want to forget that. And if I still have friends who still love me, leave them. I love you all my friends who are always
there for me as I am always there for you too;

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I am not a hypocrite or anything.
I am always honest and sincere.

Sincerely, Celtica

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Celtica-Jackson

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I Love to draw, it is my passion. I Know, my english is very bad. My idol is Michael Jackson. I Love his songs but i'm sad that he dead. I love him like my brother.

I'm a Pokémon fan too! I love this game! I have all Pokémon's games and I love other Nintendo games as Mario and Kirby. I love mythological animals as dragons. I believe in ghosts and paranormal stuff.



J'aime dessiner, c'est ma passion. Je sais, mon anglais est pas terrible. Mon idole, c'est Michael Jackson. J'aime ses chansons mais je suis triste qu'il soit mort. Je l'aime comme mon frère.

Je suis aussi une fan de Pokémon! J'adore ce jeu! J'ai tous les jeux Pokémon et j'aime d'autres jeux de Nintendo comme Mario et Kirby. J'aime les animaux mythologiques comme le dragons. Je crois aux fantômes et aux trucs paranormaux.
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Dracunnum Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fav ! :heart:
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Celtica-Jackson Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Student Artist
You're welcome.😚
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bethanygamemaster Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Any ideas yet?
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Celtica-Jackson Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student Artist
No sorry.😅 But I'm thinking. Oh wait! Maybe I have a idea.
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bethanygamemaster Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
lol
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Celtica-Jackson Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student Artist
Well, why not a dramatic story of Michael? I mean, how is dead and why he can't rest in peace.
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hsvhrt Featured By Owner 5 days ago
Thank you kindly for the fav.
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Celtica-Jackson Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Artist
You're welcome.😚
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JaycaChan Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2017  Student General Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: ^^
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Celtica-Jackson Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2017  Student Artist
You're welcome.😁
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