The primary school was quite pleasant. Certainly, I was afraid, but my secret was always well kept. Camille and Rayan were very nice to me. Camille liked to play the doll, the dinette and make up. We went mad with the clothes of our mothers. I remember when she told me I had beautiful hair. As for Rayan, we were exploring in the forest or doing dinosaur models. Stuff that makes less girls but it was varied with it. I had fun with them until I was a teenager ...
I would never forget the first day of high school. Dressed in a man's shirt and pants, I was not at all comfortable. I took a deep breath and walked through the school doors. Everybody put their belongings in their locker, I looked for mine and I came across Rayan. He had changed a lot, he was more "guy". Then he looks at me in surprise.
-Sou..this you ?!
- But you're a guy actually ?!
-And well I ..
-Or are you just a missed boy?
-Excuse me, but I have to go!
I could not stand his look, I was so ashamed. I quickly came to my locker and Camille approached me.
-And then! Are you a boy or you just dressed like that to be more masculine?
- But your voice is weird, you do not have the cold?
-I have no time, excuse me!
Even though she seemed less surprised than Rayan, I was afraid. I did what I had to do with my locker and went to class. Camille was right in front of me, she turned and smiled at me.
-Well, why were you in such a hurry?
-Camille I ... how to tell you ..
-Are you worried? I'm here to help you, you know.
-That's nice, but it's very complicated.
-Do you talk to me as soon as you can?
The classes were pretty good even though some students were head-to-toe. The teachers were pretty nice and some of them were very strict. I liked to learn new and ever more complex things even though my favorite class was that of cooking. We had to choose a recipe not too complicated and do it during the course time, the cooking teacher told me that I would inevitably have a future in this field and he was not mistaken! But my talent in the kitchen made some people jealous. But luckily, they were not stupid at this point and they asked me for advice to progress. But the moment I feared the most was the toilets, my black beast. Just like that day when a girl saw me come out.
-KYAAAAAAAAH !! A boy!!!
-No wait!! That's not what you think !!
-Degle asshole !! Dirty pervers !!
She ran away, I locked myself in one of the toilets and cried. I hated myself, I did not want to be in this body of man. Then we knocked at the door, it was Camille.
-Sou? What happened?!
-Camille ..... I ...
-Calm down and explain to me.
-Okay, I'll tell you everything but promise me not to tell Rayan.
-I promise you.
-That's ... I'm a girl but I have a man's body ..
-I swear it's true! I am not a boy! Even I do not understand why I have this body! If you knew how I suffer!
-Sou ... are you transsexual?
A teacher arrived with the girl who denounced me. She was very upset with me.
-Sou! What are you doing in the girls' restrooms ?!
-Madame wait! Sou is ..
-Do not take his defense Camille!
And after scolding me, she punished me. First day of high school happens badly. When I got home, I told my mother everything and she comforted me. Then she called the school management to talk about my secret. I had the ball in my stomach, I was afraid that all the other students would know. But she reassured me and that only the teachers and the director are warned. But in return, I had to go into the locker rooms and the boys' toilets to avoid problems. I just wanted one thing, get my bin and open my Tea Room ...
To be continued...